080809 this year was a total different experience compare to one year ago, the Olympic event dated 080808, at that time I was still a student, sitting with my classmates, watching the grand opening. This year, I am one of the graduand on show, watched by Minister, UTAR president.....my family and friends. Well, I nearly dozed off during speech time, it is due to long traveling on the day before, we had caught in jammed while on the way from Batu Pahat to KL. The time we reached, the first destination was Sg. Wang. I managed to smooch for one shirt :P Yea, as this is Mega Sales period, so this is another reason that caught us to be there. Upon reached my cousin place, we had travel to look-out point for dinner/supper. How tirng, is already 1/2am.
6am, I had woken up, make up...preparing. Reached Wisma MCA at 7 something...I had forgotten. Yea, I remembered. On the way, I received sms from friends that they cannot come due to H1N1/flu. Indeed, I feel quite heartache, cos we been planning for so long, we have 3 friends (inc.me) will be graduating at the same weekend. Too bad.
The ceremony, wrote:7.30am started, real time:9:00am. It ends at 11.15am. It is extremely sunny and hot at outside, luckily we still managed to catch some pictures for remembrance, able to meet back all classmates and coursemates. Oh yeah, I received one cute bouquet of flower with chocolate (can eat) and doll (can keep), which is so lovely that I like it so much than others, but someone had took it away. I didn managed to find it, so sad...
After convo, I had went to G.kelang, then Mid Valley, Pandan Indah,G.kelang,Pandan Indah Hill top, G.kelang....Rest....W.Maju, G.Kelang, Ikea, Batu Pahat. I was nearly exhausted during the traveling time, but it is once for lifetime I think. Yup, so then I am sick now, normal flu only. Ish, there are boxes of chocolates from my Aunt, from England inside my fridge now, NO TOUCH, aiks.
Overall, I am REALLY TIRING, words I can say BUT I DO APPRECIATE THE PROCESS. THE MOMENTS share with MY FAMILY. :)
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
Way Back Into Me
Story bite on my previous post!
- I got rewards today! A basics preparation enables me to express smoothly what is inside my mind. I went for interview this morning and I got feedback this evening than I m hired! Here has a little devil thought thou..., I am happy with the process but not the result.
When I am filling the form, my phone rang and I was told to go for another interview on this Friday. It is more renowned organization than this one, so instead of giving up the opportunity I plan to quicken the process of the latter, giving myself more choices. I wonder the success possibilities stand up for how many percentages, but I already excited with what I going to be.
I could not say that now I am back to myself, because I m still cant bear myself to give a call to friends to discuss even though my mind already has an answer. I'm trying to push myself back into can make up decision by self, at least it comes from me. No worries, I ll always open my ear for opinions.
- I got rewards today! A basics preparation enables me to express smoothly what is inside my mind. I went for interview this morning and I got feedback this evening than I m hired! Here has a little devil thought thou..., I am happy with the process but not the result.
When I am filling the form, my phone rang and I was told to go for another interview on this Friday. It is more renowned organization than this one, so instead of giving up the opportunity I plan to quicken the process of the latter, giving myself more choices. I wonder the success possibilities stand up for how many percentages, but I already excited with what I going to be.
I could not say that now I am back to myself, because I m still cant bear myself to give a call to friends to discuss even though my mind already has an answer. I'm trying to push myself back into can make up decision by self, at least it comes from me. No worries, I ll always open my ear for opinions.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Life is Challenging!
Oh it makes sense!
Because of certain obstacles I met recently, I had widen my views. Digging what is needed more to know, sort of deeper than surface research allows me to understand what is Ms C and Ms T is saying about. I always facing setback in life, it is always harder and tougher a bit compare to others, even is a small events that should not have problem but it occurs to me. Once, I do afraid I ll have no more energy to fought back with nature but each time of each events, it tells me something and often, I got better and able to experience more. I wonder is a tests destiny to my life, but I do trust my future will have harvest.
It will be good experience to share in my journey to find my way.
Because of certain obstacles I met recently, I had widen my views. Digging what is needed more to know, sort of deeper than surface research allows me to understand what is Ms C and Ms T is saying about. I always facing setback in life, it is always harder and tougher a bit compare to others, even is a small events that should not have problem but it occurs to me. Once, I do afraid I ll have no more energy to fought back with nature but each time of each events, it tells me something and often, I got better and able to experience more. I wonder is a tests destiny to my life, but I do trust my future will have harvest.
It will be good experience to share in my journey to find my way.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Whatever it Takes
There are kind of places in my mind I yearn to be there. Walking along the streets, seeing performer happily playing their instruments, enjoying the life. It's not to get tipsy for life you see at uptown here.Clean street, breeze air, comfy zone everywhere. The place I can go in the shoplots with just a push to the door, neither in the morning nor nightime, you wont see the so many ready paddle locks.
The plan is always in my mind. I hope it will not just browsing friends's photos, fantasize what is great out there. I'm waiting the chance to turn it into real ones. Foremost, waiting my savings to give greenlight.
See you, my travelling plans someday.
The plan is always in my mind. I hope it will not just browsing friends's photos, fantasize what is great out there. I'm waiting the chance to turn it into real ones. Foremost, waiting my savings to give greenlight.
See you, my travelling plans someday.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Sharing the First Thought
I do not like to prepared myself with fixed speech. Then you probably can see me do not into everything according to the order. I would prefer to draw a line with free hand than using a ruler. Everything was seems right in the past. I was so enjoyable with my leading post in my past schooling time, and I was born with self-confidence and ambitious characteristics. Yes, indeed, if you knew me for 10 over years ago.
Upon these period of seeking for job, I've strong feeling of asking what can I do? I think I might be clumsy at the first learning state but I believed once I caught the leads, I can do better and a very good job. No, "I think" is the wrong word. It caused people to speculate on your words. I learned that you are not speaking about your dream but your objective, because people cannot see your dream but they see the partnership results, as if they and you can meet the results. I've to admit, without preparation, I had failed to project myself in good articulation. The main problem lies in I've been using my mother tongue all the times I am. Therefore, now I am using this channel to increase my possibility of using English. That's, my objective.
Lose in the career path caused me to be a person with less-confidence. I had asked my friends of confusion state I met. I would says it is a good way to decrease my stress but is never a good way to solve it. I forgot to ask myself. Now I try to pull myself back. I believe I can do better then, as I really seeing myself want to do so.
I do need blessings.
Upon these period of seeking for job, I've strong feeling of asking what can I do? I think I might be clumsy at the first learning state but I believed once I caught the leads, I can do better and a very good job. No, "I think" is the wrong word. It caused people to speculate on your words. I learned that you are not speaking about your dream but your objective, because people cannot see your dream but they see the partnership results, as if they and you can meet the results. I've to admit, without preparation, I had failed to project myself in good articulation. The main problem lies in I've been using my mother tongue all the times I am. Therefore, now I am using this channel to increase my possibility of using English. That's, my objective.
Lose in the career path caused me to be a person with less-confidence. I had asked my friends of confusion state I met. I would says it is a good way to decrease my stress but is never a good way to solve it. I forgot to ask myself. Now I try to pull myself back. I believe I can do better then, as I really seeing myself want to do so.
I do need blessings.
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