Sharing the First Thought

I do not like to prepared myself with fixed speech. Then you probably can see me do not into everything according to the order. I would prefer to draw a line with free hand than using a ruler. Everything was seems right in the past. I was so enjoyable with my leading post in my past schooling time, and I was born with self-confidence and ambitious characteristics. Yes, indeed, if you knew me for 10 over years ago.

Upon these period of seeking for job, I've strong feeling of asking what can I do? I think I might be clumsy at the first learning state but I believed once I caught the leads, I can do better and a very good job. No, "I think" is the wrong word. It caused people to speculate on your words. I learned that you are not speaking about your dream but your objective, because people cannot see your dream but they see the partnership results, as if they and you can meet the results. I've to admit, without preparation, I had failed to project myself in good articulation. The main problem lies in I've been using my mother tongue all the times I am. Therefore, now I am using this channel to increase my possibility of using English. That's, my objective.

Lose in the career path caused me to be a person with less-confidence. I had asked my friends of confusion state I met. I would says it is a good way to decrease my stress but is never a good way to solve it. I forgot to ask myself. Now I try to pull myself back. I believe I can do better then, as I really seeing myself want to do so.

I do need blessings.